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Fang Syndrome!!

hah! yes i am officially having a fang syndrome!! i sleep early! i mean super early, last nite i didn't even noe how i fell asleep, it was as if i passed out! sat nite, went to this last min chalet, was in the room alone, and *blank* passed out! i was the first to knock out and last to wake up.. is dis good? or bad? hahas, my dark eye circle definitely will have the slightest improvement, but!! i dun wana be an early bird! i've alwaes been an owl!! hahah!

okayy puttin dat aside, i've been crazy bout death note lately, under the DW's influence u see.. i'm only at chpt 29, and dere's 100plus epi.. *faint* haha.. im so excited wana read finish fast fast, but i noe i nid to do my tutorial and catch up with the lecture i missed.. hahas! yea i nid to do dat! yupp love the movie which was exactly the very reason y i went to read the comic. this is my 1st comic in my entire LIFE!!


okay been long since i blogg, so i wana tok bout tertiary camp. God definitely manifested his power! revival definitely happened! ps. ken is a superr duper good preacher.. yup! though i'm so super tired, i persevered to listen hahas..
the campsite was same as usual, y? coz i've been dere like 3times! grace baptist loves going there for camp, i played my 1st dark angels dere!! it was definitely a very memorable place! i love it to the core. had alot 1st times dere. the 1st time i played big 2, 1st time i heard some corny joke, 1st time played darkangels, had grouped with fiona and our grp name is serious! even though its BB&GB camp site, memories still helps to brighten up the place! yupp but i felt weird this time round. jus didn't feel rite, maybe coz the last time i was dere i had sooooooooo much funn. yea i hafta say bethel's games and activities are getting quite old/boring.. and baptist is forever coming up with games aft games and its really super funn!! i missed the fun i had, but definitely no spiritual growth for me.. laureen was sayin she'll recommend me for games nxt time, hmmm dunno on one hand i dun mind, on the other i feel like im betraying baptist hahas! dats y my reply to her was eeeee and no in a sarcastic wayy.. hhashas bet she's ??? lols aniwae overall the camp was quite good, beta than other camps dis yr.. yup great job committee *clapclapclap* u guys found dis campsite i was rather impress! lols i was tinkin y bethel nv have camp dere, coz its definitely a place whr u can expand the games u do!

BABY YUU 18TH BDAY...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS YUU BAO BAO!! lols.. yups we celebrated for her yesterday all de way till today.. lols it started off with SCH! lols siannest lect ever! bored to death.. straight aft, played bridge at one hide out while waiting for fang to get ready.. then dey head to tulip resort to leave slpovr stuff dere while i went bck to church for svc prac.. beggedd dem to push de reservation time! lols, i wana go!! lols in de end manage to rush down by 915 whn dey started their dinner at 845.. hoho~ sanobar was nt bad, de ting is, i saw gerald!! my director!!!! my tian~ i'm like !!!!!! he's really a nice guy, but is really sian! aft gettin freedom from dis freakin company, i still so heng see 3 of my colleagues dere! urghhh.. okay aniwae cont with the celebration ting... took lotsa fotos and left dat place..

we actually intended to do a dedication for huiyu at suntec! hahas, but since we nv chk properly, its only like available on fri lols! yup oso royce chocs was left behind. head on to cineleisure to catch the departed. huiyu, finally 18!! it was okay i tink, leonardo like always gave outstanding performance, but! freakin lots of F word flying ard.. its in like every sentence! the ending isnt de same as internall affairs, but i preferred internal affairs, since tony leung is my fav. chn actor!! he's so shuai~ i even watch his "yi tian tu long ji''!! lols so damn long ago.

yuppp!!! wanted to cab bck to tulip resort, was tryin to find a taxi dat will allow 5person, but seems like it aint our luck. and we even met one irritatin cab driver, shouting as if we were in the market! come on!! u rejectted us to get ur cab in de 1st place, dun expect us to seat in ur cab! end up took 2 mers bck. yea, aft bath yu n fang got crazy!! im like dead tired alrdy. haven had good slp for such a long longg time!! so went dwn acc. wl & george watchin abit of de soccer match, and played bridge, i tink i fell asleep while playin.. fang woke me up to go to bed lols! yup n i did, pigged out all de way till 1230, alarms ringin and im ignoring dem lols! or rather i didnt hear a single ting.. lols

went crystal jade kitchen for breakfast? lunch? lols aniwae its like 3plus ardy. i ate my all time fav. roasted duck congee! its so delicious!! i love their congee.. woot! lols dere's sth with tulip resort air vendilation. i get sick everytime i stay dere for de nite. partly it was cold, and we're on de floor, buT! i tink its a little dusty too. all of us fell sick except for mr. tan dat is.. lols! soo feeling super sicklish, yu told me to go bck hme, she can wait somewhr for her fren.. okay soo i boarded de bus with her, and she transitted 3times, so i said goodbye.. i meant i said happy birthday.. hahas yea i went crazy, kept saying saying n saying! lols

ms. yu hope u enjoyed urself yesterday =)) wasn't exactly eventful, but with us, all outings are fun!! lols.. once again wishing ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY andd love ur escada n we'll loveee u! lols

Nice or Hypocrite??


This is sth dat kept me pondering. While i was writing farewell cards for my colleague, i jus felt that i was being a hypocrite. Saying things i know deep down i dun feel dat way. But fang said its actually nt really hypocracy, but also being nice. hmmm, so wads de diff btwn nice & hypocrite? Will i only be truly nice whn im not being a hypocrite?? or i can be both at the same time?sth to tink about!

During lunch, a colleague said, another thing for you to learn is, u have to put on a mask in dis working world, even if you dislike certain pple, you have to act as if they're ur best fren.. is this really the kinda person i wana become? putting on a mask to work place every single day?? but since it can help mk life easier y not?? dilemma~

Things forgotten

okay im not tokin about things i've actually forgotten or missed out, im tokin abt the tings i've forgotten to update abt.. hahas~


1stly: i bought my new K800i!! woot~ but this was like 2/3wks back? hah!

2ndly: Aaron Chua happy belated bday! hope u like the prezzi me zihui cheryl n xl gave u hahas.. yup mus use kay! great p**** lols.. seems like lotsa moni is spend! hahas =P

3rdly: im suddenly into eng songs, which is so not me, it started whn i felt super bored and kept dozing off at work, u noe chn songs are too slow even fast songs are nt dat high, started pestering daryl to send me songs! hahs, realise i liked Mcfly, so daryl send more, and i love Mcfly's 'obviously' tink its cute ahahs..

4thly: Now I Surrender~ yes, im trying to get bck onto my feet for my christian walk. so cont to bear wit me for awhile. i'll try !!!

URGHHHHH


stupid blog skin!! driving me nuts! okay its super irritatin okay!! IRRITATING.. so wad if the mood was rite.. givin me all sorta probs. i shall use this temporary, will put in the details whn free.. SIANss.. i even deleted one post, coz i thot it was the prob. turns out the root of the prob is the skin.. arghhh.. okay niwae, dis is either temporary/perm. its nice actually, but too centeralise to me. ha! if i am able to shift the ting here n dere, and it turns out nice, i'll use it =) till den.. its temp ~

Much to Say (Updates)

So went china town to see the lantern lightings with Melissa on tuesday..

(pix uploaded 06 OCt)

Okay wrong channel, but that was a nice pix took. so we went K-ing, and it was funn..
hahas, tried those new songs, and enjoyed myself. haven been releasin the emotions thats
goin on ar. its good to be able to sing and let it all out! ended our singin session with tao ze-
jing tian ni yao jia gei wo.. fun song to play with i tink.. ahahs, the old sch version def. add
spice to de original 1. yupp fews pix taken...





























Yup and that was tues, met fang on mon and thurs, then fang n yu on wed. sick of her(fang)
u may ask? yes! hahas =PP FANGG noooo dat wasn't me, i nv type that!! my fingers led its own way!!hhahas, yep mon for obvious reasons, its in the previous post, wed went bugis TCC
the one we've been dyin to try out. yep the ambience really aint bad.. food? haahs dunno,
i ate my all time fav potato wedges with cheese dip woot! shiok! ahhas yu was late coz of her job, and we chilled den toked, den shopped, den crapped, yepp ladies stuff! missed tokin to yu, she's been so busy lately! hhahas

went out w fang on thurs with a mission
1) buy a new bag(mus be big)
2) buy a new hp pouch(the one i've been lookin for)
3) sell away my 512 memory stick n earphones!!
(quite useless seeming that i dun use it at all)

yup was a rough head start, went TPY, lotsa rejection on w800i prdts, so i didnt' manage to sell aniting, went to the budget bag shop fang intro $12's bag! and the freakin blur sales gal tell me no big bags le, the ones she showed me looked like shit lols (no taste!).. couldn't find the hp pouch i've been finding, u mus noe tat its really depressing!!
BUTT! jus whn tings seems so bad, it'll turns its way bck very soon enuff!
(hoping this is the way it'll go for my depression period!)

went to have dinner at KFC, fang drooling infront of me, ha! and back to the bag shop, since she nida help her precious linda change bag. and i tried askin another sales gal, i mus say! tings sure turns ard, i found a big bag, same as fang's diff color, now we have couple bag and slip-ons! hahas, couple-ly 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' lol.. then off we went to amk since tpy have nth much really..

found shops not jus 1, but a few that were willing to take in the memory sticks etc. hahas was actually in a dilemma, called sony ericsson beforehand and found out that their selling it for $85, but i could only sell it for $20, isnt dat pathetic?! aniwae, walked ard de area and seems like thats de mkt price now.. sianss so aft some comparison, i sold the cable/2memorystick/headphones for $60, really dun tink its worthit, but wad to do, i nid the cash.

yup finally, i found my pouch!!! ohh this will definitely mark the end of me buyin pouches. huiyu i mean it!! stop sayin i will buy more !! lols.. i really really MEAN IT!! hahas, yup so now accumulatin the recent moni i've spend on 5 hp pouches i tink its roughly at $36, say im crazy if u wan, coz i do tink so myself! lols..

yup i've spend much on my hp, did the wrap for protection and its like $38.. feel like cryin, coz that means in total i've spend nearly $100 for this hp accessories not inclusive of the $130 m2 card im gonna buy.. arghh im so out of control!!

SO all in all im really satisfied with yest(thurs) shoppin, did all the tings i wanted to do. yea!

PS: fang was nice, she carried my bag, shopped wit me, listen to me grumbles. she's my MARIA i love u maria!! but i'm still waiting for my water =PPP
[okay i promise i'll stop this joke soon! haha]

some pix for u to enjoy =) ha!
(pix uploaded 6oct)


taken on mon


@ TCC, i simply love me!


left: my ultimate hazelnut frappe
right: im nt sure! ha


60's


all time favvy! potato wedges wit cheese dip


acting cool~



y our dear ms yu nt in de pix?? its due to her freakin obsession with her freakin hair!
she jus refuse to let me take her pix! hmphh!

this was all i got! pathetic!


simply love it!!~ $12 pple!!
(xl i noe if u see the $12, urs eyes open wide wide le! dun try to deny) ha!








Day with Pea BRain Fang =PP
(okay i'll mk it, precious peabrainee)

Haas, i noe its stupid to write 2 post in one dae, more to say one right aft another.. lols, but u noe, i haven been bloggin, so i nid to express wad im feeling in de previous blog, and this is jus wad i did yest.. lols


met fang, dat bully!! lols, keep irritatin me thruout de dae.. will kill her if she says another "no" to me!!.. we shopped and we talked and we took neos and we watched john tucker. For a comedy, its not bad la.. at least it cheers me up aft one depressin day, nt dat seeing fang doesn't cheers me up, the movie & atmosphere in the cinema really jus relaxes de mind. yepp i tink i wun mind watchin it again whn the DVD is out, certain parts i jus weren't paying attention. =PP yup


andddddddd i jus change my BLOGSKIN again! bit lame i noe, but u noe, using skins frm blogskins.com is boring, one wil jus hafta change it every nw and den.. y? coz u'll jus get sick of it ever so oftenly.. lols, however dis time instead of gettin sick, i jus wanted to change the mood of the blog, wan it to look sweeter, live-lier and happier.. yup, but i didnt look at wad the writer wrote, hahas, if it's depressin it kinda defeats de purpose but i like the color and design.. hass and blogskins.com really jus loveee to post lots n lots of love/romance/dead depressing kinda skin.. sometimes to look for sth nice is jus so HARD!! and its gettin on my nerves, this new skin... i'm really startin to reconsider, i dunno wads wrong, did i delete some important script by accident? dere's been alota errors on de page, i can't view my archives files. which is saddening!! plus! whnever u change de tupid skin, de freakin color of the words have to be ever changing too.. to suit the color and style of ur blog.. dis is so sian!!.. n even if u're writing ur entry in a new color, whn u view ur archive files the color used for the previous post jus doesn't suit this skin!.. so i've nw decided to stick to using 3 colors, white/black/gray!! for the choice of skin that is..okay enuff of complains, i haf got lunch to go to lols.. yes lunch nt work.. see how boring im feeling, im bloggin while workin.. TSK!! 2wks more to go!!

PS(G): pls pls pls dun let my colleague ever find or come across my blog url, i'll jus kill myself!!




Grateful..

yes 1st and forthmost, i jus wana say thanks to Aaron, Lebbeus and Dennis.. yes, am grateful for the fact that they finally see that i can't handle playin on stage alone. Being on duty for consecutively 5wks isn't really that facinating.. and to actually know i've only 1 week off duty this month.. there's always this saying "playing is not a duty/routine" BUT! is it really so? when one actually lost the passion, whn asked to play last min, whn the roster shows ur name even whn u alrdy made plans, whn u have no choice but to play becoz u jus dun wana trouble others? I need to convince myself so much that i still have the passion goin on..

I hope that this coming break for 2wks will really be a good one.. i Must with a capital M make good use of it! now pm is officially off my hand for the mth, so im glad at least i wun be goin dwn church whn i feel de most depressed. aft one day of work really kills, nt to say whn ur wrk env sucked.

okay thx once again.. i'll try to get bck to my feet i tink. but the attitude of indifference-ness is haunting me. i nid to get that out of my head 1st..

i'll not, and shall not choose to give up!

PS: zihui start pulling me, i tink im really fallin off the edge!!!!!!!

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